Maroon 5 - Nothing Lasts Forever
It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both
I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know
If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep
Built a wall around my heart
I'll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep
If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
Tough we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes you so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
FM Static - Last Train Home
Looks like another long dark night
Another moon, another question why?
It's like we were never meant to know sometimes
But nobody wants to be left behind
If we were smarter we could win this thing
We pile the problems in the kitchen sink
We all laugh as we touch the sky
Just like it happens when the angels fly
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
We've fallen apart
Somewhere back at the start
When we thought that we could fix each other
By ourselves
Let's get back to the part
When things weren't like they are
And we were laughing
On the last train home
You can't underestimate me
Cause I been feelin' lately
Like I'm off course
Ooh ooh
You can shoot me like a cannon
But I'll still be here standin'
Underneath your sun
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
We've fallen apart
Somewhere back at the start
When we thought that we could fix each other
By ourselves
Let's get back to the part
When things weren't like they are
And we were laughing
On the last train home
I stopped lying when I believed myself
Cause I stopped tryin'
If there was no way out
Faith is just the other end of doubt
Your truth is gonna make it alright
I stopped lying when I believed myself
Cause I stopped tryin'
If there was no way out
Faith is just the other end of doubt
Your truth is gonna make it alright
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
We've fallen apart
Somewhere back at the start
When we thought that we could fix each other
By ourselves
Let's get back to the part
When things weren't like they are
And we were laughing
On the last train home
Friday, May 6, 2011
She.My Beautiful Experience
Love.
This world is full of them..
Family
Friends
Besties
Relationships
My life till 2010 has experienced the fort 3 types. I was exposed to the 4th kind just not long ago.
Can say it spanned 6 months.
6 months of a fresh new experience
6 months of a new form of joy.
6 months of feeling loved.
Truthfully when this started, I didnt realise what it held.
Just a new friendship?
Just a new level of friendship?
Just a new level of intimacy between friends?
Just a form of stress reliever?
Just a new rights to brag to friends about?
.
.
.
No. it's responsibility. A whole new level of that in friends I have never entrust myself to before. But I was too late when I realised. I had made a vow. One that have me holding another's heart and mind. I've to protect that brittle thing. Any carelessness, it might be lost. Great responsibility comes with great consequences.
When it was initiated, I had just one thing in mind. YOU. not a future you but a short-sighted me looking at you. I see it as a really superficial thing. A cool new relationship. Something I see a lot in dramas and sometimes close up with my best friends getting into them. I thought it would be something real cool. Imagine getting a brand new comp. WOAH! So shiok! Then you get hooked up on it. But in actual, getting hooked up means a new distraction. A pleasure but sacrifices must be made. That is time. Precious time. Teenage times are the most precious. They cannot be wasted. Not a bit. Just a little loss can have deadly result in the future.
With one hand on a heart, I only have the other hand for other stuffs. And stuffs refers to studies in my context. For all my lives, studies is handled by both hands. And now it' reduced to just one. Joining IP has piled even more work on those hands and now half the effort is left to handle it. OMG stress. Balancing is tough. At least for a not natural talented but hardwork-oriented person like me. I cannot afford to lose any precious time and must whole-heartedly concentrate on a single stuff.or else EVERYTHING will be in shambles.
During the hols. I had not known what I was up against in IP. In January, nothing much started. I neglected the true horror I was warned of. I went deeper into her...
Like->Love
Close Friend->Closer Friend
Nothing-> Something
Responsibility-> Greater Responsibility
Stress reliever->stress contributor
.
.
.
When reality struck, nature seems to be a destructive force against me.
It wasnt easy. It never is.
I signed up for 4 years of mass intellect challenge.
It was never expected to be it is like by the short-sighted me.
Stress builds up in the conscientious me as I start to feel lost.
Lost:
adjective
distracted; distraught; desperate; hopeless: the lost look of a man trapped and afraid.
Definition 9. it explains me in that period of uncertainty and lifelessness.
Of course. nothing i do can help her recover fully.
All I can blame is myself. for my irresponsibility. for my poor time management. for my poor stress management. for my shortsightedness. this list just goes on.
I'd love to apologize. Sorry. I know this is nothing even insufficient to help. This late response is not going to help either. As usual, i am caught up with a lot of things around me and adapting hard to the new way of life. Wish her all the best and jiayous! Hope she'll talk to me again.
bye for now
This world is full of them..
Family
Friends
Besties
Relationships
My life till 2010 has experienced the fort 3 types. I was exposed to the 4th kind just not long ago.
Can say it spanned 6 months.
6 months of a fresh new experience
6 months of a new form of joy.
6 months of feeling loved.
Truthfully when this started, I didnt realise what it held.
Just a new friendship?
Just a new level of friendship?
Just a new level of intimacy between friends?
Just a form of stress reliever?
Just a new rights to brag to friends about?
.
.
.
No. it's responsibility. A whole new level of that in friends I have never entrust myself to before. But I was too late when I realised. I had made a vow. One that have me holding another's heart and mind. I've to protect that brittle thing. Any carelessness, it might be lost. Great responsibility comes with great consequences.
When it was initiated, I had just one thing in mind. YOU. not a future you but a short-sighted me looking at you. I see it as a really superficial thing. A cool new relationship. Something I see a lot in dramas and sometimes close up with my best friends getting into them. I thought it would be something real cool. Imagine getting a brand new comp. WOAH! So shiok! Then you get hooked up on it. But in actual, getting hooked up means a new distraction. A pleasure but sacrifices must be made. That is time. Precious time. Teenage times are the most precious. They cannot be wasted. Not a bit. Just a little loss can have deadly result in the future.
With one hand on a heart, I only have the other hand for other stuffs. And stuffs refers to studies in my context. For all my lives, studies is handled by both hands. And now it' reduced to just one. Joining IP has piled even more work on those hands and now half the effort is left to handle it. OMG stress. Balancing is tough. At least for a not natural talented but hardwork-oriented person like me. I cannot afford to lose any precious time and must whole-heartedly concentrate on a single stuff.or else EVERYTHING will be in shambles.
During the hols. I had not known what I was up against in IP. In January, nothing much started. I neglected the true horror I was warned of. I went deeper into her...
Like->Love
Close Friend->Closer Friend
Nothing-> Something
Responsibility-> Greater Responsibility
Stress reliever->stress contributor
.
.
.
When reality struck, nature seems to be a destructive force against me.
It wasnt easy. It never is.
I signed up for 4 years of mass intellect challenge.
It was never expected to be it is like by the short-sighted me.
Stress builds up in the conscientious me as I start to feel lost.
Lost:
adjective
2.
no longer to be found: lost articles.
5.
being something that someone has failed to win: a lostprize.
6.
ending in or attended with defeat: a lost battle.
7.
destroyed or ruined: lost ships.
8.
preoccupied; rapt: He seems lost in thought.
9.
Definition 9. it explains me in that period of uncertainty and lifelessness.
Of course. nothing i do can help her recover fully.
All I can blame is myself. for my irresponsibility. for my poor time management. for my poor stress management. for my shortsightedness. this list just goes on.
I'd love to apologize. Sorry. I know this is nothing even insufficient to help. This late response is not going to help either. As usual, i am caught up with a lot of things around me and adapting hard to the new way of life. Wish her all the best and jiayous! Hope she'll talk to me again.
bye for now
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